The sun is setting down & it begins to get dark the time is running & tomorrow i will be someone's fiance.
How can I wear someone else ring when my heart is engraved with only one name. I know I'm wrong he will never going to be mine the day when we broke up is still fresh in mind.
He not only crush my heart under his feet but also corrupted my soul to tie it up with his demon which is destroying me every day bit by bit where I can't even move forward or step back I'm still stuck there in his room where he confess he didn't love me....
Five years ago
Ishika Pov
The way he uttered those words for me left me crying & angry at the same time.
He said,"I'm a sinner & i like to sin & u my sweetheart u are my gorgeous & innocent sin & I'm drowning in this innocence of yours which I'm not liking a bit & it's better for me & for u that we broke up & let me tell you I'm moving to California & i don't think we have anything between us to be in this long distance relationship so let's break up.
What he is even saying is he making any sense i have known him since I was sixteen & he was twenty he must be having some problem that's why he is talking with me like this.
Maybe his father said something to him he doesn't share good relations with his father i try to find out so many times but he always change the topic.
I engulf him in a tight hug not even air can pass between us placing my head on his heart i ask him," Avy are u having any problem or did your father said something to you just tell me we will solve it together please
He push me back & my back collide with a cabinet a sharp pain shot through my back but i neglect it.
He says look Ashi we were kids our hormones were at peak we made mistakes being physical with each other but now I don't see my future with you so please move on I'm sorry Ishika forgive me.
Is breaking up with me is this easy for him doesn't he feel anything for all those years.
The love he had for me is so shallow that he never come back.........
End of flashback
I'm still standing there with a support of that cabinet in his room where we use to lost ourselves completely in each other.
I snap back to present constant knock on the door wiping my tear away
after checking my appearance in the mirror i open the door where my whole family is standing with concern written over there faces.
I move aside to let them in & sit on one of the chair place at my study table
Dad said, "Ishi beta he is a good guy he will keep you happy.
when Maa try to make me understand,"beta he is a influential man Shekhawat industries is growing u don't need to think about anything all your life if you marry him beta".
that's what most of the Indian mom thinks marry the rich guy & your life will be set.
but maa no one has ask me? I question her.
when dad answer,"for what to hear your decline yet other suitable groom coz u need time for what God knows what.
you are doing this from last two years but not anymore we like Arjun & you will marry him end of discussion", imposing his decision he move out.
Mom came close to me kiss my forehead & lovingly said" think with a clear mind we always going to do what is best for you", even your father & I had an arrange marriage look happy we are just think beta" than she move out of the room.
Now only Bhai & Nisha bhaabi is there, bhai set on the edge of the bed and Nisha held my hand & made me sit next to bhai & she set next to me on the other side.
Bhai held my hand & ask me" do you not like Arjun or is it that you like someone else talk to me beta your bhai is always there for you.
I hug him & start to cry shaking my head as no.
Bhai ask," than what is the problem?" But there is nothing to say what should I tell him why am I doing this.
Bhai begin, Ishi we will always do what is best for you & Arjun is good for you just trust your bhai, ok?
I know we can never be one. for the devil i am not going to hurt my family who love me so much I will do what makes them happy.
I said," I trust you guys if you all think that he is good for me then I'm ready.
Bhai happily kiss my forehead than stand up and said u guys talk I'm going to sleep wishing as good night he close the door while going out.
As soon as the door got close Nisha bombed me with questions," where were you last night"? Are u happy with your decision? What's all this marks on your neck?"
I put my head on her lap and said,"you are the one who was threatening me yesterday in the party & now when I'm able to take decision you are questioning me like a bitch.
She replies," you know i have three relations with you", i sit straight & ask How? She smiles & told me I'm your friend first then your bhaabi & last I'm your mother didn't you listen what shaurya said that you are her daughter then how can I not be this much worried for you & I'm very happy for you coz you my darling deserve all the happiness of this world.
i think Arjun is good for you as well as he is handsome & rich a full package she wink's with a naughty smile & we bust with laughter.
After talking for a while she went to her room. I look the door & taking out the dairy from under the pillow got settle on the bed comfortably.
I open the dairy & take out the only pic I had with him. The only memory I'm able to keep with me.
He is looking like a dream sleeping in my arms without the care of the world. I still remember he came to my room From backyard climbing the wall.
Flashback
6 years ago
Continues ringing of phone broke my sleep i pick up the call on the other side, someone said, "Ashi baby open the window" i question why should I you do it yourself & let me sleep from the other side the person ask," baby are you sleeping I'm Avy meri jaan please open the window or i will fall", i blabber fall from whe....with the speed of light i ran & open the window & Avy jump in & take me in a bone crushing hug.
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